How does this changed me...?

Nodame Cantabile... TV Series

Falling for this series after watching anime version. Learning more of classical music & musician. My fav, Nodame playing Schubert's. While searching for it on the internet, I've found something interesting. One of the result is Schubert's Serenade~i - Hlovate. Malay story on Schubert... Not something that we found in everyday. 

Back at my workplace, I've found a collection of e-novels from my friend's PC. The "Schubert's Serenade" was also in the list. Having a bit free time, I read it. I'm touched by the story. The author was awesome. She's special. More to a story teller to me. Then I started to look for more of her masterpieces. My friends did not sort the collection by author. So I've to guess her piece by reading the title and how the story was told. I did that and found most of hers. The collections of hers mostly taken from her blog and was not complete. Few of the completed stories such as Schubert' Serenade, Ked's Story, 5t5b, Versus, GTi, & A moment. Some stories are unfinished such as Creep, Anthem & Rooftop Rant.

From the internet, there's actually hard copy of hers. Since I've not read full story on Rooftop Rant, I bought the book. Touched and love it for a happy ending. "Live hell or live well, you choose..." Ayat keramat. To think about it, we are the one who will decide how we want our live to be. I like all the flashback and how it was told. I started to find all of Nasyeed songs mentioned in this book. For more than half a year, the playlist played in my car and mp3 player.  The best part was the time when Jade started to change, at Kenyir. Momentum after changes and consistency is important. So, how is me...???

Well, I must change. Started with basics, time management and priority. Solat is a responsibility. Need to do it no matter what. Make it as priority, I did change for good. Then, reading Al-Quran daily. By calculations, we need to read 15 to 20 verses of Al-Quran daily and we'll be able to finish it within a year. So I do it, with the translation. Up until now, I've done more than 83% of it. Next round, I'll do it with its tafsir. Insyaallah...

Busy...???

Being a bit busy... Shift cycle to work on weekend... Well this my life... Like it or not, live it... While doing my jobs I've just recently applying the the rules of priority... "Tell your work that U have to Solat, Don't ever say to Solat that you have to work..." Since then I started to feel less pressure on my job... I can just simply leave the jobs to go for a Solat since someone will surely continue it but no one will answer if I leave a Solat just to finish a little bit of the jobs... But surely I never make a Solat as an excuse to not doing the jobs assigned to me... 
Well, off for a life work... Live a happy life...

What's in HERE?

Most of my teenage life is here. Learning about trust & betrayal, friends & friendship, honor & respect and so much more. Best time here is after SRP, form 4 & after last paper of SPM... I've spend more time with my friends here than with my brothers & sister. Feeling guilty because one of my brother did not seat on his SPM and the other one did not seat on his PMR. Maybe something  happen to him while at school and I'm not anywhere close to help  him. Being the eldest really have a lot of responsibility.

Some said I'm having a lot of affair with girls. The truth is I'm only trying to be a friend. Since my school there is a boy's school, I've never talk to any girl as a friend. I don't even remember the last time I ask a girl for their name here. Puppy love, I don't think I have any. Never say that I love any girl there. Some I did admire as for their talent & personality. But to say that I ever love them... not even once. To me it's good enough if I can be their friend. 

Still in contact with some of them via FB. Met only 2 of my batch since after finishing my Dip. Still have no luck to meet the other... Maybe someday... 

It's so wonderful being a senior there but since I'm a low profile person, I've never got chances to be involved in the committee. Left alone as unknown to fill in the blank if needed. 5 years there is nothing for me... Thought I'll leave this place with something they'll remember but I'm still not somebody special in the end. To think back on it... well I deserved that. That's is why the SETAN appear... Think it is okay to used this name after reading 'Budak Setan'. Well they don't put me in the rule, so I'm becoming over the rules... Best time when warden wasn't there. Smoking in the dorm is nothing. Just need someone to cover the line.

Since I've known as quiet & good person (Never go against the law since the last 4 years there) I've never been caught even by Felsco after smoking in toilet... He surely smell the cigarette but he didn't think the somebody like me was a smoker. If he tell me to exhale in front of him, sure kantoi...
Well it's just a part of memories. Beat up junior whose known to be a smoker there is a way to let them know the seniority means something. To be honest the seniority is nothing if you're never being appreciated. Lucky me the junior never report about me. My partner in crime known as the Devil. Break a few law together. But he was expelled then. Being alone is hard to make a plan. Make my nick to be Set`N. Still using it 'till now. That's about Set`N

This Is ME

Just intro on myself... Too old to start blogging. No any talent to be proud with... Really appreciate good friends & nice quotes... I'm too keen on perfection in my jobs... I'll update more on this later... C³ is stand for Creative Creator Creations... I used to be creative type of person... Not in art but a bit on literature... But it was so long ago... Just learnt this "Never regret the mistakes you've done, learn from it. Always remind of the wrong thing that you did, make it be the last time..." We're human... Still making mistakes but some of us learnt the hard way... For the wrong thing we've done, BERTAUBATLAH...